That kind of love.

Absence makes the heart grow fonder?

Mahirap pala talaga. Akala ko sa mga movies at teledrama lang to nangyayari. Haha. Nakakatawa that im in these kind of situation. Real. Ang taong blessed pag dating sa profession, mahihirapan pag dating sa love. 

I didnt imagine myself to be in this kind of situation. Now, im thinking, and rekindling the feels when ive learned that this already happened to anyone but i didnt know now what to do.

Alam mo yun? yung iniingat ingatan mong puso for how many years, for 23 long years, mahuhulog na nga lang, doon pa sa taong hindi pa nakakamove on from his previous relationship, worst, patay na yung kalaban ng puso mo yet buhay na buhay pa rin yung pagmamahal na binibigay sakanya nung taong mahal mo.

Life. Its very unpredictable and complicated at the same time. Ive been in love before, but never did i imagine myself to be in this kind of situation, never did i imagine myself to be in love with someone who is still trying to fix his heart and wholeself.

Triny ko naman umiwas, pero wala eh, nature na talaga yung pagiging friendly at higit sa lahat traydor din talaga minsan yung puso, kung saan siya mas masasaktan dun niya gusto. Iba din kasi siya, hobby niya yung masaktan.

Its slowly killing me. Parang ako yung slowly pinapatay, while watching how lonely and joyful he is kapag kinekwento niya yung mga moments nila together and ma witness kung gaano siya kalungkot na mawala siya. Kahit pa nga may mga naging issues na sila before pa siya mawala, still buong buong pagmamahal pa din yung binibigay sakanya.

I also want that kind of love.

Yung pagmamahal na willing mag forgive.

 Yung pagmamahal na hindi nakakalimot.

Yung pagmamahal na till death do us part ba.

I want that kind of love, kaya din siguro na fall hard ako sa kanya kasi ive witness that he can give the love that im longing for.

That kind of love.

Should i wait?

03/21/2018

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